Monday, January 18, 2010

DIET FAIL

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Fail Blog




com⋅pla⋅cen⋅cy

1. a feeling of quiet pleasure or security, often while unaware of some potential danger, defect, or the like; self-satisfaction or smug satisfaction with an existing situation, condition, etc.

This was my biggest mistake/flaw of 2009. Its the reason I failed more than succeeded, why I lost more than I won. I was reminded quiet rudely yesterday of my complacency. Did I deserve it. To a large extent yes. I a big dreamer, but dreams are fantasies if not followed by action. This has been the most painful week of my life. And the truth is there is no excuse I have been complacent.

The reason most people dont see out there new years resolutions (especially their health goals) is that they dont push themselves or just dont want to be pushed

With this self realisation came the negativity, Feeling sorry for myself (how queer). Im angry at myself and the people that dont believe in me (Do you blame them), who see me as a failure and a "little Boy" as it was so nicely put. There is an opportunity with all the negativity,

PROVE THEM WRONG

The first step is making a habit of never being satisfied with mediocrity, pushing myself harder and resting when I die. Good Bye Complacency

Wednesday, January 6, 2010